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Oh, and its available on Ebay… in case youre interested.

New shoes

Help…?!

My biggest problem is motivation. Or… lack of motivation, rather.

I am very good at creating plans, and ideas and dreaming up plots. But my follow through is lacking.
This has always been a huge flaw in me.

The biggest issue at this point? Working out. Getting back in shape. I used to be in wicked shape. I mean, I ran, I worked out, I had abs.

Now? Not so much. As a matter of fact now I find it hard to find the motivation to even start. I mean, sure, I go… for a few days, or a couple weeks, but then I lose the wind powering me… and the couch starts to look mighty comfortable.

So… I have been toying with this idea. Now, let me preface this by saying I HATE reality tv of any kind. I am not the type to do gameshows and competitions and races and what not. Its not me. I have never felt the urge to be on tv battling for anything.

But… maybe thats the little push I need? Maybe thats the scare factor that will keep me going.

I pose this question to anyone who has input now…. Should I enter?

http://www.balafitness.com/

Friday Five

1. I did hip hop abs this afternoon. I had to wait until Jer left for work and Maddy was down for her nap, then I closed all the blings and bounced around in my underwear to really bad music.

2. I keep getting bouts of nausea today, and everytime I think: I better not be freaking pregnant AGAIN.

3. IM NOT.

4. I spent half an hour flipping through the Home Outfitters flyer dreaming of the day I get to go make my registry.  Seriously. Can. Not. Wait.

5.  We might end up moving to Vancouver in a couple months… and Im terrified of leaving my life here.

August 29, 2009

Today I parted with my Seven hundred and fifty dollar deposit. And I can officially say that this is where I will be getting married on August 29, 2009 (well, its the wedding packages anyways, the actual wedbsite was boring, but there are a few pictures).

SQUEE.

I am so thrilled. Its beautiful, and a touch fancier than I could ever hope to be, and does SO many of the little things, that I get to focus on the fun part. Like dresses, and flowers, and cake. YAY YAY YAY! Oh, and the song. We picked the song we are going to walk down the asile to. SO sweet. Its ‘Today’ by Joshua Radin.  Take a listen.

Sigh.

By the time my wedding actually rolls around I have a feeling people will no longer be reading my blog, because they will be sick of wedding shiz. I apologize in advance.

Jer’s cousin had her baby a couple of days ago, and I litterally jumped around when I heard, I was so excited. Its weird, I dont normally get that thrilled about people popping out kids. I cant wait to see  him. And then look at my old child in horror after realizing just HOW much she has grown.

I is getting hitched, yo.

Is it silly that Im already planning my little butt off. I mean, I guess thats me… who and how I am. But…. sheesh. Its a year away man.
Good news? Im already racking things in at UNDER my budget, which means open bar for my party people.  Jeremy and I both agree that we wont have a wedding with a cash bar. Its hosted by us, and thats that. We drink, we know how cool and appreciated it is to go to a wedding and not have to pay six bucks for a beer, and we have the ability to add it to our bill now, and just do it.
Yes. So.

Venue, check.  Food, check.  Bridesmaids, check.  Drama, oh double check that sucker.
Already? Yeesh.
Dress is picked, gym is my new best friend and Im starting to get used to the paperweight on my left hand.  So this is wedding planning. Huh.
One thing I have already come to realize…. when you plan a wedding you are really throwing a party for everyone else. Forty bucks a head. Wow. And thats the second cheapest! Music, cake, wine, beer, cocktails… But… like… you get gifts right? Oh, and marrying the person you love. Blah blah blah.

For Natalie’s inquiries.

Friday Five

1. Today he bought my ring. Its beautiful. Its white gold and has a charming princess cut rock perched happily atop. No, it is not a cushion cut. But it is just as beautiful. And he picked it himself.

2. I have two crowns on my head. You know the spiral, or whirl, atop your head where your hair grows in different directions? Well, everyone has one. I have two, which is very VERY extraordinary.

3. I may have completely rearranged my wedding plans. Venue has changed, bridesmaids have changed and my guest list keeps growing, I keep dreaming.

4. I feel super guilty for not posting all week. But dudes, Ive been crazy busy.

5. Im kind of obsessed with Gossip Girl and Mad Men.